"I wish money could grow on trees"..how often do you hear that??

yuran 4 2nd sem=RM1338, driving lessons=RM300++ (i suck when it comes 2 driving =p), jpj test=RM150 (blum konfem lulus lg), goggles+swimming attire=RM200++, digicam=RM1899...etc...
Ira ni mmg high maintenance la...so sorry Papa n Mama..it seems that i'm only a burden to both of u..suda la result not very good..haish..very2 disappointing..
sometimes i wonder..wouldn't it better i never existed? apa sumbangan me to the family? kinda hard to come up with an answer 4 that. i'm just a bad investment. mmg rugi teruk la my parents. spend thousands but in return, only a major disappointment. hmm..
a will to my parents: if i ever end up having to depend on a life supporting-machine..just pull the plug..at least i would no longer be a burden to both of u. minus one child to support. i'm saying this with a heavy heart, but if its for the best, then... (wow. i almost cried while thinking bout this)
besides the money issue.. i also have 2 deal with my brokenheart..i'm letting him go..
i need 2 find another guy who i can trust and will make me really happy. please come soon whoever u are..
*Ira in deppressed -mode*
till then...
~au revoir~

Sigh~~

huhu..new semester has begun..now it's only the 1st week but i'm already exhausted..aiyoo
this semester i have to take 8 subjects again but now plus one kokum, which is Renang! eheh
feel lyke listing down the subjects i'm taking this semester so here it is:-
1) Pengenalan Oseanografi Kimia
2) Asas Pelayaran & Kepelautan
3) Pengenalan Marikultur
4) Kimia Asas
5) Pengaturcaraan Komputer & Simulasi
6) Bahasa & Komunikasi
7) Bahasa Mandarin Thp 1
8) Hubungan Etnik
besides sorting out the timetable, i also have to deal with the jpj thingy..set the date for the test la i mean. haishhh~~
thennnnn...skrg pun byk duit terbang to buy the reference book..which cost RM60+-. Each!
not forgetting the fee for 2nd sem!! argh!
ehem2..so that's all for now..i'll update again later when i have tyme..ahaha.
owh yeah! I got a new camera! Canon G10. hehehehehe....weee~~ XD
till then..
~au revoir XOXO~

hmmmm...new year...yay??

oops..kinda late to update my blog..well watever..
we the Maleks celebrated new year at The Cottage, Kundasang..my god..it was sooo freezing there! achoo! but it was fun!! hannah with her 'juling catwalk'...huhu..i hurt my jaw for laughing so hard..eheh =P
and Amat also called me to wish Happy New Year..and to discuss sumthin2..
hmmm...sadly b4 the new years..got problem with 'him'..confused+disappointed=heartbroken..so i am no longer with him..eventhough we were never a couple and he is soooooooo far far away..anyways..i think it's 4 the best..
sooo...wat now..hmmm...owh yeah! class starts 2mrw! awww...darn it! no more holiday..
and look at the time..yikes! it's 1.40am and i have 2 wake up early 2mrw..sooooo...gotta go!! till then... XD
~au revoir~