My Field Trip to Sulaman and 3rd Semester Exam Schedule! yikes!

you! yeah you! i know you're jealous of me! haaa! being a mariner means going on a lot of field trips! muahaha~
this time, the field trip is for Marine Ecosystem. we went to Sulaman to observe the mangroves and seagrasses. it was FUN! >.<

just arrived

4/5 of the weows

posing with the mangrove seedlings

and as you can see from the picture above..we look like hippos soaking in the mud right? haha!
*btw we were scavenging for seagrasses*

yay! we got the seagrasses!

and....here it is..my exam schedule..
exams are just around the corner..around the corner my ass! its next week! and what are you doing here ira? lalala....beats me~

-4th November-
Marine Organic Chemistry
(*crickets* urmmm...this is a bit similar to Chemical Oceanography..similar in terms of 'SUSAH GILAK' and have to memorize a lot! i mean a lot! i'm not kidding here! *faints*)
Marine Ecosystem
(this is ok i guess..easy to understand and remember *wink*)

-6th November-
Principles of Accounting
*scratches head* yeah i know..a mariner taking accounting? heh~)

-7th November-
Management
(again...a mariner taking management..funny right... =.=)

-10th November-
Fisheries Science
(weeee..its all about fishy...NOT! only a wittle bit about fish..the most part is the analysis..thingy..*drop dead*)

-16th November-
Mandarin Level 2
(hmm..got 6 days gap so should be okay..i hope!)

and after that..FREEDOM!!!one month++ of holiday! wooho0o0o0o~
owh yeah..InsyaAllah, on the 17th of November, some of the mariners plans to go to Kundasang for a day trip..and I'm coming along! yay! road trip baybeh!
i'm gonna bring my camera and take loads and loads of peektures!!! i'm so0o0o looking forward to this trip! so be patient and wait till i'm finished with my exams folks!

WISH ME LUCK!
>.<

The end is where i begin...

wow.i just have to say this. WOW.
i never knew u were that type of person. immature. childish. foolish. want me to add more?
this is a side of you that i disapprove. twisting the truth and not telling the whole story. indeed a cowardly behavior. how could i be so blind...
finally. i have found my reason. a reason to open my eyes and snap out of it! thank u GOD. and thank u to that certain someone for the heads up. i know u are thinking of what's best for me. thank u for that.
he is not worth it. finally i can say this. owh yeah. i also can sing this phrase.

"I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over"

hello brand new world! =)
another one of my favourite song. Enjoy~

"All Fall Down"

Step out the door and it feels like rain
That's the sound (that's the sound) on your window pane
Take to the streets but you can't ignore
That's the sound (that's the sound) you're waiting for

If ever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
That's where you'll find me

Yeah God love your soul and your aching bones
Take a breath, take a step, meet me down below
Everyone's the same
our fingers to our toes
We just can't get it right
But we're on the road

If ever your will starts crashing down
Whenever your will starts crashing down
Whenever your will starts crashing down
That's when you find me.

(Yeah) Lost till you're found
Swim till you drown

Know that we all fall down
Love till you hate
Strong till you break
Know that we all fall down

If ever your will starts crashing down
Whenever your will starts crashing down
If ever your will starts crashing down
That's when you'll find (find) me

Lost till you're found
Swim till you drown
Know that we all fall down
Love till you hate
Strong till you break
Know that we all fall down

All fall down, we all fall down, all fall down
We all fall down, all fall down, all fall down

Lost till you're found
Swim till you drown
Know that we all fall down
Love till you hate
Strong till you break
Know that we all fall down

>.<

farewell..

Goodbye.
All the best.
Till we meet again.
Itterashai. (translation: Go and come back again)
=)

loved you once, love you still, always have, always will..

recent pics and the lyrics of my new "can't get enough of it" song....

Bitter Heart-Zee Avi

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

I won't mess with your head or play with your heart... because i'm a real girl, and I finish what I start..

"Say"-John Mayer

Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations

Say what you need to say [x8]

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead,
If you could only . . .

Say what you need to say [x8]

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You'd better know that in the end
Its better to say too much
Then never say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say [x24]


somehow..this song is very..what do u call it? soothing? sumthin like dat..although the lyrics are repeating the same sentence..over and over again.."say what u need to say"..but still..i think its the melody..just close your eyes and listen to the song..u'll feel the same way i do.. =)

one thing kept me wondering for these past few days..was it the right move to say what i need to say? it feels..a bit different now..it was going on pretty good i guess before...till i screwed it all up..but one thing's for sure..at least i wont be thinking ''what if"'..and wondering what could have happen if i didnt tell. assumptions can give me high hopes. that's not good.

Coz when a heart breaks, no it don't break even.

dialogue inside my head. its playing on repeat. over and over again.

do u love him? yes.
do u think about him all the time? always.
what do u feel when u meet up with him? eternal bliss~
why do u love him? still figuring that out. why oo why?
does he loves u back? sadly....NO.
do u want to get over him? no other choice. but do i really have to?
have u ever tried to get over him? countless of times.
how long have u been in love with him? all my life.
so what now? no idea.
why do i never get the guy i want? look in the mirror.

"True love is when you shed a tear and still want him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say i'm happy for you, when all you do is cry..and cry.."

lastly..does this blog sounds cheezy to you? yep.

sigh....

I'm falling to pieces...

during asmi's bday..and mimie brought over his shisha..


fisheries science camp..8th August~

sungkai at imperial hotel..1st day of puasa~


lab tyme! hehe..the aroma of stinky fish was all over the place


trip to KB! went 2 mimie's sister's wedding~


some recent pictures of wats happening in my life..and i'm lovin every single momen!

also..the lyrics of my favourite song...can't get enough of it..njoy~~

Break Even-The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a *** that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, (One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces, ('Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a *** that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break, no it don't break, no it don't break even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, (One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces, ('Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no

some recent pictures of wats happening in my life..and i'm lovin every single moment!