Pray & Pray for a Stronger Heart

Syukur Alhamdulillah. I'm 5 days "sober"! Hope it would last this time.  =)

Smiling but close to tears

Started 9 years ago. Realised about it 4 years ago. Came clean about it, a year later. Years and years of torment. When will this end? I'm tired. This can't go on forever.

Friends to die for~

"Don't be dismayed at good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends."
~ Richard Bach

I cannot even imagine where I would be today were it not for
that handful of friends who have given me a heart full of joy.
Let's face it, friends make life a lot more fun.
~ Charles R. Swindoll

-Pic by Syai-

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same

She glances at the photo, and the pilot light of memory flickers in her eyes.  ~Frank Deford

Never forget the days I spent with you. Continue to be my friend, as you will always find me yours. - Ludwig Van Beethoven

Friends are the most important part of your life. Treasure the tears, treasure the laughter, but most importantly, treasure the memories. - Dave Brenner

Someday many years from now
We'll sit beside the candles glow
Exchanging tales about our past
And laughing as the memories flow
And when that distant day arrives
I know it will be understood
That friendship is the key to live
And we were friends and it was good. - Eileen Hehl 

My last semester in UMS. It is time to collect and cherish every moment, so that I will have precious, precious memories to hold onto, for it will be days..weeks...months or even years till we will ever meet again~  -Ira, 2011- 

The hardest person to get over with, is the one you never had but made you happy

Love is something you cant describe ; like the look of a rose, the smell of rain, taste of the water, or the feeling of forever. ♥

Message from the Heart

"Purest Of Pain"

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.
I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...


This song just fits with what I'm going through right now!
Ahhh...young love...is just crappy

=_=

I am so friggin TIRED!!